[phillip2235]

Very true Geordie,
I think im going to try using this site first, then if necessary and if im comfortable enough then start GA.  I really want to do it right this time.  Ive tried stoping before rushed everything and then crashed back to gambling.  Trying to change the way i think….hopefully by writing i find out more about myself.
it’s hard to have people know my issue because everyone thinks i’m perfect….hate for them to know the truth, some would love to know that i have this problem