Dear Vera – You are correct! Nothing good comes from gambling and Laura is an Angel in disguise! Thank you for your posts. I am almost crying right now…it feels so good to have someone understand how it feels. No judging, no guilt, no ultimatums. Just plain understanding and support from people that really know the gut wrenching sickness we all go through when we gamble.
I am 41 years old and should have thousands of dollars saved up. I have a degree in Management of Information Systems and have worked in this profession for almost 18 years. I own rental property and have a part-time job as well. I know how to make money….Keeping it is a different story. Gambling has ****** most of my money (which, I always have an excuse that I can make more right?), it has ****** precious time with my family and friends and it ***** my pride and self-esteem.
It stops now. One day I will not be able to make more money and if I keep up like I have been I will not have friends or family to turn to. I am taking my life back! Day 8 without gambling. I have to get back to work and then go to my part-time job at 5 pm so good night everyone and thanks for being here!
Lisa
Not Gambling…one day at a time
