[dianne]

I didn’t gamble on Thursday but I gambled on Friday.  I feel shocking.  I only gambled what I had on me but that’s not the point.  I suppose it could have been worse.  The fact that I left and did not try and get that money back is positive.  Alright, I forgive myself.  No use crying over spilt milk.  Here I go again, this time I will try and make it to at least a month.  I could have gone shopping, I could have gone to my daughters, I could have rung the help line but I didn’t.  The urge got the better of me.  This will not be an excuse to stop posting and go back to recover my losses.  No, I can do this.  I will succeed.Strength and courage