Kathryn
I am sending you a super squishy hug, i feel like wrapping you in a blanket and giving you a hot chocolate and chatting.. I am so sorry this is happening for you at the moment.. i did have a thought, what if your husband is a CG? maybe he goes more than he says, maybe he cant speak of it.. because he knows what you have been through? this may not be the case at all but i know you have mentioned he gambles a couple of times.. its easy for us cg’s to hide isnt it.. it could be many reasons but this one popped out at me.. whatever it is Kathryn.. i hope it improves, you deserve that happiness now, you have worked so hard at this.. and come soooo far.. do something to feel good about you, get together with your friend, have some girl time.. play with the kids, see what pans out with hubby, he may come round.. give it some time.. it will be ok Kathryn, maybe its just a rough patch.. thinking of you
P – Living and Learning