Hi Kathryn
Sorry to hear of those urges, it gave me a shock to read that on your thread.. I find it like a bit of a torture having your husband go to your old venue.. is there anywhere else he can go? I know people say that is ok because he isnt a cg but i find it so inconsiderate.. if he had an addiction would you do that? seems selfish to me out of all the things he could be doing and knowing what it has done to you, anyway, thats my rant and i know you wont be gambling because you are banned but i really know that you want to… i want to almost every day!! but, i am sure you got a lot done at your place.. hehe.. with those headphones on belting out songs and doing a wiggle round the house.. I admire you Kathryn.. you have come leaps and bounds down the recovery road and faced man things along the way.. the good thing is the urges always pass. I face them on a daily basis and am just waiting for the day i dont have any.. it is that mental battle.. i feel like i am Two people, the cg and the non cg arguing in my head.. focus on going to that comedy night and maybe ring your bestie!!! I know you always have fun with her, nothing like some girl time to take your mind of those urges.. always here for you
P – Living and Learning
