[kathryn]

Oh boy am i struggling,
My hubby has been out to my club, ive tried everything, i changed the bed, i folded the washing, i have my ipod going and i have been dancing and singing around the house….and i still want to go.  i havent had an urge like this for a long long time, and i want to scream.
I will not go, i cant for 1, im excluded, and i will not jeopardize my recovery.
Im only going to say it once…I WANT TO GO!!!!!  And breathe out Kathryn.To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan