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kathryn
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Hi All,
My week has been ok, we have been busy,  recieved one death threat (seriously!!), thankfully she was a no show.
I have tomorrow off as Bailey has his appointment with the paediatrition.  I think we are both looking forward to it, to see if there is help for this beautiful boy.  Its been a long long time coming.
Today is my eldest sisters birthday, if she was alive she would have been 60 years old.  Those old timers here know of my struggle, how i gambled so much during her illness, even on the day she died.  I have come to terms with it, i have forgiven myself, it has been almost 10 years since her death, and now when i think of her i think of the fun we had, the wonderful person she was, the amazing party she would have thrown for her birthday, and, of course, how much i love and miss her.
Im reminded how hard she fought to stay, which makes me apprecieate my life all the more.
Happy Birthday Neicy, have a port on me!!!!
Kathryn xxxxxxxxxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan