Hey All,
TDIK…thanks for the advice, if only i had known it would be that easy!!! LOL
So, today wasnt one of my finest…..Work was insane, i lost a massive filling out of my tooth (my mind immediately goes to Colin!!) and i had parent/teacher interview today.
I met with Baileys teacher. All was fine, i was fine until he called me over to the desk. He said hello, how are you? I looked at him and started to cry…and cry….and cry. I was so embaressed, he was totally unprepared for it, had no idea what to do (what do you do???) I finally calmed down enough to say "im worried about my boy".
So, after calming down i showed him the letter from the Dr he had seen. We talked a bit about what was going to be done, when he would start the meds etc. All the while i was on the verge of rolling into a sobbing mess on the floor.
After the interview, which, by the way wasnt so productive, i left. I sobbed the whole way out of the school, i sobbed in the car and i had to go to my mums to calm down before i went home. I didnt want Bailey to see me like that, i looked, for a better word…..****.
I was talking to a friend tonight, and her take on it was that this was the first time i really had to sit and talk about what was happening with my son. I am so frightened for him, i worry to no end. I do believe he will be ok, but i think that he is going to struggle….something i dont want to happen.
I am exhausted. But im wide awake at the same time. I dont like feeling this way. No one wants their child to be unhappy, to struggle and find everything difficult. Im hoping this medication changes the way my son learns.
Take care, bye for now, Kathryn xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
