Hi All,
So…im a little stressed out. I truly feel panic, i feel like i did when i was gambling, the pit in my stomach, the worry.
Now, in truth, money wise we are ok, what is stressing me is Dames. I have explained that we will need to touch the savings, there are no 2 ways about it. He has gone away with what i deem a hell of a lot of money, and he is going away on Boxing Day (ahhh, the life for some!)
I am frightened that he will get angry, that he will think i am gambling. I dont have a crystal ball and it may never happen but thats me…worry wart.
So im trying to calm down. Its 5.30 and i doubt i will go back to bed now. More coffee required!!!
As for Bailey, i am going to wait for the diagnosis, if there is any and take it from there. We won a competition for the kids to go to a movie preview with Santa….Bailey has been saying its a Christmas miracle!! LOL..Cracks me up every single time, bless him.
Anyway, Take care my lovely friends,
Kathryn xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
