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I never thought I would be writing this one day.

I have always complaint about how poorly I adapt to changes happening in my life. After changing my job to one that is less stressful this time, I suddenly found my life becoming more stable, predictable and certain. There is more manageability and control over how I react and respond to daily matters that I never had before.

Longer working hour and a smaller pay is really a very small price that I would gladly pay for a non self-destructive and satisfying recovery (not perfect but grateful and contented).

The current job is basically stress free, the stress only happen when I did not get enough sleep in the day  and had to stay awake on the job at night.