(((P))) don’t worry about getting all the stuff out by posting it here as it really does help. It is one day at a time P and you will get up that hill like the little engine that could, just by saying I can do it, I can do it, I can do it… I hate the feeling after a gambling binge, it is pure hell trying to get back on track and yet you are here doing it. WTG for coming back and fighting for your gamble free life. I am going to give you a suggestion and that is to have something in place so that you don’t have access to money to gamble. I don’t know what you can do to achieve this, but give it some thought P!!!! I know I could not have access to money as I did not trust myself, and even when I had some gamble free time behind me I had days that I would not take money with me. It just helped to get the temptation out of my way. I know you can do it (((P))) Cyber hugs and keep posting and getting all the pain out!!!! It does not matter if it is depressing or not, it is important to blurt it all out as it makes you feel better!!!!
