Omg, i’ve done it again….already. I despair of ever being able to do this, it seems impossible. Is it possible??
I want to stop so so bad.
I am going to drive my husband away if i carry on. He gives in to me all the time cos he knows how much i grieve for my boy every day, but this is not fair on him.
i-did-it, thankyou so very much for your post, it bought tears to my eyes.
I tried councelling one time but, found it too difficult at the time. Maybe i should give it another go as i have so much inside that that would probably be better out.
I am ashamed of myself right now for being so weak, but i wanted to be honest or else what’s the point?
God give me strength to get through the next few days and continue the fight…..i feel so tired of it all
