Please, please don’t give up.
I know things seem dark right now.
You have registered for this Mount Rushmore trip, that’s something to really work towards and look forward to.
You say its on your list…do you actually have a list?
Do you have a vision board? I swear it works! Get some old magazines and start cutting….pictures, words, all the things you want to do and achieve. Then put it in a frame, on the fridge, on the wall where you can see it every single day. Its actually quite fun to do. I did it a few years ago and had I think 6 things I wanted. At this stage Ive done 5. Pretty amazing. The only thing I haven’t done is learn to cook and to be honest I hate cooking so I’m not too sad about that one…lol.
I just went and got it to have a look…..it was 2013 when I started it.
Ive opened the first page and its furniture and house things…..and look, ive been decorating my house!!!
Next page is saving to go to Jodes wedding in Fiji…..we did that!!!
Next is learn to cook…….big fat nope on that one lol.
Get fit…..I lost 20kg that year.
Read more….still working on that one, I love a good book.
Next page says 2021….the plan, on turning over theres my travel page. And the next is October 2017….NEW YORK!!!!
Seeing is believing my friend.
Wow, that’s kind of blown my brain.
Start working on that board, its fun, will fill your time, give you a purpose and take your mind off everything for a while.
I think I’m going to keep working on this book. Theres more I want to do. And interestingly enough, there wasn’t one page with a $ on it. While its important, its not everything!!!
Ok, so I babbled a bit tonight, but I know you will get through this, you have been through worse.
Don’t throw in the towel just yet!!!
Love K xxx
