How I wish that I had taken your advise! I’ve gambled again. I totally binged, for 8 hours! It is a setback for me!
nI obviously still need professional help. I’m not dealing with my stresses and emotions. I’m still escaping from my life.
nOh boy, do I feel the remnants of my BINGE! Physically my body is stiff from sitting for hours. My stomach is in knots. Emotionally I’m broken, sad and I just can’t believe that I’ve done this to myself. I’m just too old to keep doing this.
nThe financial loss is enough to where I will have to juggle a few bills . They will get paid but late. I’m so frustrated and disappointed in myself. I keep sabatoging my life. I work hard to take steps forward just to go backwards in one day.
nDoes this sound familiar to anyone? It has to stop now! I can’t do this anymore.
nI’m contacting my counselor tomorrow. I’ve become comacwnt and lazy.
nTime to get myself together. I pick up my Granddaughter soon.
