[Monkey15]

Hi there Geordie, fab to hear from you and guess what? Chickened out….. we were having such a good day together, just couldn’t find the courage to fess up. I will discuss this with my counsellor, hopefully tomorrow by phone. I just know there will be so many questions about when what and how. I know I should fill him in about the addiction but do I really need to tell him of the times before I met him.? God, I wish this would all just go away. This is not how I thought my life would be like, what in the hell happened to me?