[Gino]

Nothing looks better, can’t stop gambling and wasting my money. I’m trying to research painless ways to go like a suicide bag (w/ heilium because I don’t want to make a mess.
I’ve been considering this for weeks and haven’t had a good day in months.
I know it’s going to hurt those who care about me but I can’t live like this anymore. I just hope it is successful and I don’t screw it up.
I appreciate everyone’s advice and kind words but this is a life im willing and ready to leave behind.