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Substance and behavior abuse can make me feeling numb and slow to change. Gambling can change me into a very cold person and stubborn to change. I become so selfish and ignore the feeling and needs of everyone except myself..

Everything was in order but I was not satisfied. I must do something about things when i dont really need to do anything about them and mess up everything.

 I will strive to make 2019 a better one than 2018. The time is now.