[icandothis]

Not a good day. I was supposed to go on a mini vacation with my girlfriends. The plan…gambling, cocktails at my friend’s, dinner and dancing at a country western bar. I had talked it over with my husband. The fact that I would gamble. He was ok with it. I go every year at this time with my friends and gambling is part of our get-away.
I haven’t gambled in 4 months.
Then, this morning it was canceled.
I suggested that I go gamble anyway. He said it was ok. But, I knew it wasn’t ok. It would never be ok. And, I hate it! Anger, tears!
Today, I hate that it will never be ok. Today, letting go stinks!
So, went to the grocery store and now I will cook dinner. So, what else is new?