[Coaster76]

Well I knew once festive period was over and ‘normality ‘ resumed this was when the real test would come. Mega tempted today, walked down high street to get some bits from shops and so fancied a bet on the footy this afternoon , miserable weather , nothing on tv , perfect storm for a bet .
Cut to chase and I didn’t gamble, my feelings that it felt different this time obviously not the case. Got busy day planned tomo so I’ll be fine then, I guess it’s these ‘normal ‘ nothing days that are dangerous , still I’ve done 18 days now and feel fine as I type , determination strong and I know how I’d be feeling right now whether I’d won or lost, it’s just not worth it.