Am I posting too much? One of my counselors told me that posting here is like journaling. Except that I am sharing my thoughts. I can come back and re-read my thoughts and in fact it is probably a healthy way to follow my progress. Very threputic for me. My life is returning to what I want it to be. A lot of hard work lies ahead. I’m looking forward to my next GA meeting and counseling session. Recovering from gambling for me means not being complacent and working a program and getting counseling. Getting to the core of it. Facing my fears and finding myself. My biggest lesson this week is that it’s alright to put myself first. I had to tell someone no as I already had plans. A very hard thing for me to feel like I’ve disappointed or let someone down. But I did it instead of changing my plans and I was very proud of myself. I have a long way to go but I’m getting there. Peace.
