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I am a Christian but I do not follow God ‘s way.
What is my biggest fear when I honestly admit this?
I will be tear up by non believer and believer. I was afraid to be shame, embarrassed, humiliated, despise, look down, criticize, ridicule, judge and attack by others. My false pride and ego will be the biggest obstacle to my change for a better tomorrow.
I must be honest about what is happening now, so that I can start right from the beginning. I will learn to eat humble pie and take one baby steps at a time.
I need to focus and not take my eye away from God words and promises.