My freedom does not give me the freedom to do everything like any normal person. Trying to live like them has got me into trouble every single time.
When I try to be normal like them every single time, I forget what I cannot do and become careless and foolish, diabetic cannot have sugar; compulsive gambler cannot gamble.
I was stubborn and ignorant enough to think that I can do the same. These actions doesn’t hurt a normal healthy person, but it will bring me pain and suffering.
Treatment for both diabetes and gambling need me to exercise self-control and give up sugar and gambling.
I have gamble when I should not, I have eaten food that I should not, I have drank alcohol when I should not, I have acted out in other behavior that I should not out of foolishness.
HOPEFULLY I LEARN MY LESSON
If I stop doing things that I should not, my life can be beautiful and positive like any normal person.
If I gamble, I will lose my life.