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My dads gave me £30 tonight which I had agreed with him ,he’s also filled my fridge and got my bait stuff.I want to be able to keep it but also still get out at the weekend , a gamblers trait I suppose . Probably shouldn’t have taken the money off my dad , my money , but just causes problems and anxiety . Ive been great all week and just need to try and relax. I need to find a way of keeping money in my pocket ,easiest answer is don’t have money ,but how can I ever hope to live a normal life if I can’t go anywhere without a penny in my pocket . Just going in the bath then put a pizza in and then at least I won’t be going out gambling tonight. Odaat for me x