Monica ,
I have been going through a dry spell with posting- there is no pressure – sometimes it seems we have so much to say and other times it’s hard to think of anything – that’s ok!
I don’t really know much about depression but it seems to me that yours is enforced by your circumstances – I see a lady who when she has a few quid is motivated to go and get nice food and cook nice meals . That sounds like depression caused by lack of funds
Have you given any more thought to living with your daughter – cud she hold off on rent and give u a chance to build up some funds to kick start your life ? If you no longer need a deposit could your son still give you the money .
It seems to me you have A few options – I am guessing you are like me – a bit of money in your pocket lifts your mood.
Sorry i know depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain so if I’m way off please forgive me!