Monica,
It’s so good to have you back- it sounds like you have gained so much from this experience. I agree with you about GA and all that telling us what we need to hear nonsense. As I read your posts I found myself wishing I could go.
You sound so renewed in spirit. It is great that you have made new connections with those ladies – i hope you all get to meet up often.
When do you get the test? Are you worried about it? I hope it helps resolve the issues you have been having .
I hope we meet in chat soon xx