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When I practice loving the unlovable, I become the unconditional giver of love and not the receiver, it does made me feel and look like a good man, I became humble on the outside but I did not feel the change inside, I don’t think I have lost the proud and arrogant me inside. I was still the same a.s.s.h.o.l.e

I continue to believe and practice. Today I suddenly realized that I was the real unlovable, not those people I judge, condemn and called unlovable.

God has been loving me all these time despite all the sinful thing I did, there was nothing lovable about me, this feeling inside really bring me down to earth and eat humble pie.

When I reach the office, I tried to made amend and continue to love the same people I call unlovable.