Lizbeth thank you very much for you post, kind words and support, knowing what you are going through and all the stress you are having in your life you taking the time to post and think about me means all the more, I hope you are keeping well and really hope life gives you all the happiness you so deserve, take care my friend and will always wish you well, look after yourself and never give up.
So I am here now and have to say my last day gambled is today!, I am going to break the pattern and I am going to stop, this is my last day gambled and my last bet, I honestly cant do this anymore, gambled has destroyed him and took me to within a inch of my life……….but there will be no more!
I am a compulsive gambler and today was my last bet , just for today I sit here now playing games with my kids and the wife is having a well deserved girls night out, I am many things in life and a compulsive gambler is one of them but I do and will always love my wife and children.
Thanks for listening as always and all I can say is tomorrow is another day and I thank God for that, I am alive and kicking and just for today thats all that maters.
Maverick