Gemen, first of all welcome my friend, Laura is right in saying you are in a little bit of a tricky spot with regards to your work situation, I know I couldn’t work in the industry because I would be to tempted but I can only speak for me.
Keep sharing, keep posting and hope you are keeping well, I haven’t been posting a lot recently but read everything everyday, I find it helps me and I can relate to so many people on here, like you I wish them all well.
Take care and there is light at the end of the tunnel I promise you that.
Maverick