Im now in a mental hospital with a doubtful future. I’m a prisoner of my own making through gambling. If you continue you may/Will go down The same path, depression and suicidal tendencies go hand in hand with CG in the end phase.
Please stop look around, you are free and need to make the choice to remain sane and be part of society and live a normal life. That has now gone for me atm but may get it back and I will cherish even the small things if I do.
Get software gamban on your devices. It cost just a little and let someone else administrate and install it to ensure you can’t have access to any gambling sites. I have it now albeit far too late in the day to save me from terrible situations I will now have to face.
Get a trusted person to purchase and install 100%.
