Laura thank you for your lovely post .
I am better at speaking out too but still if possible I prefer to keep the peace . My motto – live and let live. However looking back I can see I often don’t live up to this !
I am kinda secretly hoping Geordie will come back and write on my thread – ( what a confusion I am ).
Here’s the thing Laura – I am (like always ) afraid to buy a few cushions in case I run short – I feel I should be saving for Bigger things like the sofa I saw – but in the end the money sits until it is eventually gambled. This has been the pattern for years . There is something very amiss with my thinking. .
I’m afraid I won’t make it to group tonight because …drum roll… I am going to a show !!! And I probably will have a few wines .
Now the biggest change in me – I cannot stop laughing at stuff – happy laughter – hearty laughter -light and silly laughter .
Either I am completely losing my marbles or the old me is returning . I feel light and that nothing or no one in the world is dragging me down . Yeah relationships are hard at times but when u feel happy u deal with stuff in a happy way .
I’m kinda happy and I’m going to enjoy it !