Kin, stay strong my friend and as we both well know God will always look after us and show us the way, he has shown me the way many times in my life and I have ignored him so many times…..that is my sin, I will try to listen and move my life forward but I wanted to share with you and also wish you well, you are a very good person with a good heart, all we can ever do is keep trying to improve our lives, take care my friend and hope this finds you well, life is like a roller coaster with all the ups and downs…….I am afraid to say for us compulsive gamblers the downs far outweigh the ups!
Wish you well Kin.
Maverick