[lizbeth4]

Kathryn, your posts are very important to me and always helpful. Fortunately, I’m not having any gambling urges or thoughts during this stressful period. The bottom line is that I have too much debt verses my income. I’m at the point where it’s too much. I can’t sell my car myself as there is a lien on it from the bank and another one from another loan company. Prior gambling money . I will call the loan company this morning and see why they haven’t followed through with their deferment plan and take it from there. I’m tired of living this way. I have no problem paying off my debts but this load is too big. I will do everything to protect my houses. It is 330am here. Another restless night.