Life is so very precious and I have wasted so much of mine, I never seem to listen to my own honest voice, but listen all too much to my corrupt gambling addiction voice, just for today I am at a loss as to what to do, I seem to be so weak and have so little will power over my actions!, I am such a weak man and this gambling life has drained every ounce off goodness out of me.
Just for today I am a beaten man, with no hope and cannot see any light at the end of any tunnel, I feel my life in this world is coming to a end and in truth I honestly don’t feel I have a lot of goodness to offer anyone anymore.
Just for today I have no hope, I have nearly made 40 years old but just fallen shy by two days, life is hard and I cannot control this evil addiction any more, I have fought it for over 25 years and still not been able to remove it from my life………
I honestly……….hand on heart…….just don’t know where to go……..I need help……………….
Thank you all for listening, wish you all the very best in the world in your life and recovery.
Take care, from a true friend
Maverick