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Jacques – just keep in mind that whatever your circumstances that even if at times u feel u don’t value ur own life – others do – think about your daughter – she loves you regardless of how you feel or what you have done – more than that – she needs you .
.it might be a good idea to get some help for these strong feelings Jaques.
I am so glad you came back here and posted – I read your thread all the time
Please get the help you need – u are valuable on here and with your family .