[JohnNobody]

Its well over a week since my last collapse. I feel okay about this. Had strong urges to gamble last night but could not as no way to deposit as I dont have my debit card. The urges passed and I woke up sane this morning. My work output is higher although I am being somewhat lazy watching too many movies and eating junk food. But at least I can eat!

Got rent due in a day or 2 it will be delayed again but no more than a week this time. Also have to send another child support payment which I need to cover next week. But none of this happens when I squander my money at the online casinos. I admit I miss the gambling … the thrill the chase and that worrys me. I hate myself for that. But I wont gamble cant gamble. Keep fighting good people!!!