hi i-did-it thank you so much for commenting, i saw you briefly in chat last night but i was trying to get a feel of the place and it ended.
firstly you absolutely do not sound shallow or giving a lecture, the fact you are rewarding yourself with actual things is a really good thing because as you know a gambler will never spend gambling money.
i cant really hand over my money to anyone as my mum would take it for herself, i love her but her will power is colder than antarctic and i dont want to put her in that position and i am not generally a negative person and i will through my heart and soul into something but for some reason ( i never decided to quit before) the feeling of being consumed by something i cant seem to beat is taking my desire to fight and live and become the person i want to be.
how long did it take you to stop?i know how hard it must have been so from my heart i genuinely thank you and say….well done 🙂
