It’s good that you’re finally coming to terms and understanding with what you’re up against. Being a CG is no joke. It’s as bad as a heroin addiction or maybe worse. Gambling addicts have the most suicides of all other addictions. It’s unfortunately a disease that gets very little recognition from people, states, governments, etc, so the help isn’t as easily accessible. And most people gamble in one form or another like it’s almost acceptable to do it. It’s a weird thing to happen t someone but it sure hurts once you recognize it.
