[Monica1]

Sounds like you need to get rid of the car then! I too have a long journey to work, it can be done for short periods. The feelings you express will steadily pass as we get more gf days under our belt. Numero uno thing to do is forgive yourself, really it is. Your worth is not tied in to where u r at in life, your worth comes from remaining gf and taking the steps in recovery. It is worth it. Get in touch with your higher power. Let go to that and go with the flow one day at a time.