It is a strange addiction gambling. I hate gambling, and i hate what it has done to me financially and mentally in the past. More recently i have been very much in control of it. Today i found €20 in my pocket, its like bonus money when that happens. I had a brief thought, i wonder if i could double it wouldnt that be great, and if i lost it, what harm because i never knew i had it in the first place.
That thought only lasted a few seconds and then i moved on with my day. I have learned to understand that i can never place a bet again, because when it comes to gambling i have no control whatsoever. That is the undeniable truth, i can never place a bet again or else i know for sure the cycle will start again. At first i might say sure one small bet will do, i am in control. In reality that is not even close to the truth, i am nowhere near in control when gambling.
7 plus weeks gamble free. I am going to make 8 and more.