I honestly believe it will get better from here. With hubby now knowing your darkest secret and controlling the finances, it somehow seems easier to stay away. I know when I told, I was just so relieved that he didn’t want to leave that it was a boost to me wanting to get better. Whenever you get the urge now, just either come on here and write or write in a journal. You will get frustrated with everyone and you will have triggers but if you write it down and figure out why you want to gamble it’s a little easier to defeat it. Like waking yourself from a nightmare.
