It doesn’t just sound insane it is insane!!!!
Hi cmbasil and welcome to the forum. I know how you feel. I’ve been there. And continue to struggle. I’m glad to hear you are involved in GA and have some support and accountability. The line may have gone dead but the advice and support still helped you and gave you the back ground you needed. In the end it is up to us but we need to hear those sane voices regularly to realize gambling for a compulsive gambler IS insanity. I find keeping in touch here also helps me remember what it is I’m afraid of when it comes to gambling. The out of controlness, the aftermath. I’m glad you posted. Keep in touch with the forum.
Laura