[micky]

It doesn’t get easier one day at a time in fact it gets harder , long days especially if your dealing with depression too when you are not yourself but put that false smile on anyway. Having said that when you look back on a day gamble free whether it was long or not it’s a great achievement in it’s self 🙂 I’m using a thought process at the minute when my mind tells me i’m down i talk to myself ( in my head of course) and tell myself “hey on november 13th my last payment to my D.M.P will be paid and i will have a very nice december so think positive micky lad” 🙂