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What incredible short memory I have.
I cannot remember all the pain and suffering, hurt and harm, dark and hopeless, hellish and scary days that gambling has brought me.
What I do remember is the excitement and kick that I get out of baccarat and football winnings.
There is always a real danger that I will do it again. There is no guarantee that I will remain gamble free tomorrow but I am gamble free today.