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I’m sure that the advice there is to be had on this site will be helpful. It has helped me many times over.  Working on your recovery is much better than the altermative. If the kernals or seeds of recovery are planted and tended they will grow and blossom!  May sound a bit corny but I feel it is true.  It took me a while to get it but I finally did.  All the best Nick.