[Trish1966]

My gambling over the past few years has got out of control, I’m at the start of wanting to stop, the urge to gamble online bingo on pay day is in conflict with wanting to stop, I can’t afford to do this any more, always thinking I can win but reality I lose more than I win, half the time I don’t even realise or can’t seem to have any control to stop adding funds a bit of a time, I can’t even go into a shop and buy scratch cards, spending what I can’t afford and week before pay day kicking myself for being so reckless with my money when i see the cupboards empty and I have no fuel money left, I have told one friend about my gambling problem but even though helpful I’m not sure if she understands the fight I have within myself