I’m hanging in there i-did-it. Love your user name by the way.
No way i’m giving in that easily.
Today has been crap, just want to stay in bed and not face the world, the usual gambling hangover.
Got to get more blocks in place, this is the only thing that can stop me once i get the urge. It’s scary how i can be so determined one minute and the next i’m looking for a new site to gamble on.
Hubby is no help really bless him, he gives into me too easily.
Last night’s blip has caused me to gamble away this months mortgage payment so got to make excuses as to why we are going to be late paying it (so stressful).
Soooo..my plan is to go through all casino sites with the game i like to play, join up and self exclude straight away before hubby gets paid. Tomorrow night we will go to a few bookies about half hour drive away and self exclude from them. I have only been there once or twice, but i know how my mind works and it will tell me to go there if i can’t play online.
Writing this down is helping me already. Feeling a bit more positive again now…phew
