I’m glad you will be off work for a little bit and are getting some medical help as well. Try not to think too far ahead. Right now it sounds as though a plan will be developed to help you. Maybe some more counseling or a rehab program. You did not get to this point over night and it will take time to sort it out. You are doing what you can right now.
I know what it feels like to be so depressed I could not work or even call my doctors office for help. When functioning takes more effort that I could seem to manage. Right now your job is to fight to stay on this earth and to take all help given to you. Your life is precious and it can be used for good. But you firstly need to work on rebuilding you. Stay strong, we are with you.