I’m fully aware of what the addiction takes and destroys in a gamblers life. I’m living it. I’m not looking for sympaty. My manager in work wants me to give up 8 days of my holidays for a 200 euro loan and a ps4 for my son. The ps4 is only worth 299. The loan of 200 has to be paid back at the end of the month. 8 days holidays is worth over 900 euro. So who wins….They have me working plus paying back the loan. Its only me who put me here. My manager will confirm his decision on monday with the general manager. I need to stop for good but ill get there…..I have asked my assistant manger to go to a ga meeting with me because he has been in recovery for 15 years due to drugs and drink. He is clean 15 years. My partner is back from her holidays on monday and I know what wil happen. My son,My father and failmy cant give anymore. I know all this.
