[Jonny123987]

I’m a total loser for doing this to myself. I don’t know how to go on after losing everything. I have gambled for over 20 years. Then straightened my life out. Relapsed once. Saved some back and things were going well. Then I just bet. Then bet again. Then the flood gates opened up. Now I’m lost in depression and debt. I haven’t been in debt like this for many years and am having trouble accepting it. I live alone, have no wife, girlfriend, or kids. My dog looks at me like I’m a total loser too. He seems to see the best in me always even though I’m going through hell.