I woke up this morning looked in the mirror and thought about how much better I look since last week.. the last time I gambled I stayed up for hours gambling, drinking and chain smoking. When I came out of the fog, I looked and felt like I was dragged across the cement face down. The puffy eyelids were an added bonus. Yuk! I never want to look or feel that way again. After walking away from my gambling binge I remember spending the day with my son. He had a good time but once again I was not fully present. Today I flashed back to several times of both winning and loosing.. Either ways none of the memories were good. It was all a waste a time. I have had that “one last win” too many times. It never ends there. All the “so called winning “ does is prolong the inevitable. I will not elaborate as we all know what that inevitable is. We all deserve the best life possible. The only way we will experience that “best life” is by stoping the insanity. I am determined to do whatever it takes to be the best version of me. The gambling me, is the ugly me. I can not and will not gamble today! Yeah me!! Do what it takes to be the best version of you, today and always! I believe this is when good things happen!
